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Control.
Parenting my oldest is seriously kicking my ass. Parenting my youngest bonus is doing the same. The two teenage girls in the middle are...


Protection.
Truth be told I'm the worst kind of crier. I'm like bottled up af most days and then without warning - a messy, blubbering, incoherent...


Today was a good day...
At 4 months, Aspen had her g-tube placed for failure to thrive with unknown cause. At 20 months we had a clearer understanding of why....


Poisonous joy.
It’s funny how much we grab onto the notion of control. Over and over and every day in our lives. I know I come back to this often. And...


Relationships are hard.
“Relationships are hard.” I had an ex boyfriend tell me this right before he became my ex. His way of justifying his reasoning for...


After the rain.
It’s me. Hi. I’m the problem, it’s me. Some days, man... some.fucking.days. For all the folks that have witnessed any of my emotional...


Puppy Love.
I wanted to start this out as an appreciation post. For you. All of you. Every single person who reached out, shared their experiences,...


Reality bites.
It’s slowly starting to sink in. What everything means. What we could be faced with. What potential challenges look like ahead. What this...


A new diagnosis?
I realize it’s been a minute since I’ve put my thoughts to paper. Probably because I wasn’t even sure what to write. Probably because I’m...


One year later.
It’s crazy to think about how much has changed… and the things that haven’t since those 10 days we spent in the hospital with Aspen last...
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